~ three more weeks ~

it seems this blogging thing is taking over normal communication... might as well join in the fun :D yesterday marked three-months since i arrived in haifa, and its has flown by in a way that you would not believe... i feel so at home here so far, even though my apartment still feels cold and beige (erg), and slowly by slowly i am becoming myself again, whoever that is, all i know is that it feels right somehow. before i got here me arrepenti de haber dicho that i was coming... 30 months seemed like forever, and it all started happening just as soon as i felt it was becoming more and more important to be close to family... but then, milagro de milagros, i was granted permission to go back and be with aria for the birth of (*)... it completely confirmed that this is the right place for me to be, and that even though it means i am far away for the dia a dia, i can be with mi familia en todos los momentos importantes...

i am so happy to be on my way, to go see her pansota, to hopefully be there as lil lil makes his (ok, so maaaaaybe "her") way into this world, to be present at such a tremendous event!! jejeje todos me molestan por estar tan obsesionada con eso de dar a luz, pero insisto que es algo tan maravilloso e importante, y que hay que llenar el ambiente con tanto amor, para que la guagua nazca sintiendose imerso en un oceano de luz...

just three more weeks... i hope beyond hope that nature's plans coincide with my own!