i've been dreaming a lot lately... falling asleep completely content and waking up in the same position i lay down in... and giggling in my sleep, talking, i'm sure, and wishing i could stay in bed when what i really need to do is get up...

when i first got here, i would have the worst nightmares... horrible anxious bloody dreams... and then i got to a point of very restful, but dreamless, sleep... it's nice to be back in the dream world again...