1.12.06
~*~ joyful news ~*~
16.11.06
so i guess people do check this blog... :D
so, here goes another update! :)
this is how i feel lately, feeling very round and moon-goddessy, baby growing and growing and me waiting and waiting...
i'm hoping the baby comes soon, since i'm so anxious to meet her and see who she is and figure out how to be a mama! but so far she seems pretty content to just keep swishing around inside me, staying warm and squeezing my internal organs :) i guess the womb is a pretty cushy place, but i keep trying to convince her to come see this world ~ hopefully she'll become intrigued enough pretty soon!
i've been getting the house ready for the birth, setting up the birthing tub, getting everything ready for the baby... luckily friends have been incredibly generous with baby things, and so many have had babies recently and happen to have so much STUFF that normally costs so much money that they're letting me use or keep... it's weird to be in the states, where it seems you need STUFF for everything you do, and having a baby is no exception... when i went to register for baby gifts (also a very US thing to do), the list of things that the store gave me as "necessary" was a whole little book, and when i finished scanning all the cute little items that i though i could ever need or want, they printed out a list of "things you can't do without that you haven't registered for"... it just seems so strange that such a little creature should need so many huge things... and that around the world women are having babies and raising them fine without all this stuff... hmm. but, being here, our house has slowly started filling up with all sorts of trinkets for the baby, some which are pretty cool, i have to admit. like a crib that attaches to our bed so that the baby is sleeping with us, but without being in the path of drowsy arms and legs, or all sorts of slings and things for carrying the baby, or the "hooterhider" my sister sent so i can nurse in public without offending or shocking anyone with them hooters of mine :)
but now the house is ready for the baby, patrik and i are ready for the baby, my mom is ready, just a phone call away in order to get on a plane to be here when the baby comes... just waiting for the baby to be ready :) soon, i hope...
27.10.06
~*~
today my midwife came by to help get our house ready for the birth :) so exciting! she brought by the birthing tub and explained how to set it up and how to fill it and everything, and did her normal examination of my belly (baby is doing great, which is always nice to hear!) and then we just talked and talked about midwifery and how to pursue it as a calling, and how it's affected her life... twas a nice visit :)
not much else is new around here... patrik has been at his new job for about a week now, and even though it's really long hours doing hard manual labour, he's happy and liking it :) he comes home EXHAUSTED every day though! such a difference from the two months we've spent sitting around the house doing not much of anything! (which, by the way, is still what my day consists of... nada nada nada... just growing a baby and watching too much tv...)
16.10.06
pics of belly
i'm a-growin' and a-growin', and though i haven't figured out how to upload photos onto my blog from here, my friend aria has some photos of my ever-increasing girth on her blog... check it out if'n you like!
all is well here, still job hunting for patrik and getting the house ready for a mini-family reunion this weekend... my mom and grandmother and sister and sister's fiancee and sister's fiancee's son will be visiting albuquerque this weekend (and we're having a baby shower to celebrate! woohoo!) so we'll have a full house... but that's the best type of house, isn't it? :)
i'm missing haifa a lot lately, so any emails from all you bwc'ers would be great! i don't have anyone's address (i got in the habit of having outlook just automatically filling them in at work, so now i have NO idea what anyone's address is...) but here's mine: snugglylion@yahoo.com...
big hugs!
3.10.06
i'm becoming terrible at this...
still no photos (sorry-- no computer at home and i have NO idea how to download photos at the public library without them being saved to the harddrive for random people to look at... scaaaaarry...), but one of these days i'll figure out a way... i know there's a couple of folks anxious to see my ever-growing belly (it's HUGE!) and we just moved into a new house which i'm pretty sure my mamita wants photos of too...
we are now officially living in albuquerque, new mexico, renting a cute little house from my future brother-in-law, which is perfect cuz it's completely furnished so we don't have to go out and buy a bunch of stuff... patrik is looking for work and i'm enjoying a ridiculous amount of leisure time... growing a baby has made me incredibly lazy... hehehe...
we've gone to a couple of baha'i activities since we got here, and it's so nice for me to see everyone again, and to see the amount of change that has occured in the mindset of the community... being away for a year and a half lets me see the growth spurt that has taken place, and appreciate how different things are! so exciting!
anyway, that's about it (really! we're not doing much...)-- i'll try to post more often...
much love...
7.9.06
~*~ finally, a new post ~*~
i am beyond pregnant... belly growing and growing, baby dancing and dancing, me waddling and waddling more and more... ! so excited, actually :) it's a bizarre wonderful feeling to grow a tiny little person inside me-- highly recommend it!
we've been in the states for a few weeks now, missing the holy land a lot, but slowly getting used to this new place... we've been living with my parents and grandmother in southern california (near the beach, which is lovely... went today and was quite refreshing!) and enjoying a vacationish lifestyle... sleeping late, lounging around a lot, eating well... happysigh.
we'll be moving to albuquerque, new mexico in about a week and a half... yay! we went to visit a couple weeks ago (click on aria's link to see photos of our visit) and felt much more at home there than in LA, so off we go!
that's about it, actually... !
18.8.06
safe and sound...
more later...
11.8.06
leaving sooner...
so, change in plans... patrik was able to go pick up his passport yesterday afternoon, so we decided to leave a few days earlier. we'll be leaving early sunday morning for LA, rather than wednesday. ... so last night we did some wickedquick cleaning of the flat and final packing, and today is our last day at work... tomorrow we'll just relax and try to spend as much time at the shrines as possible, and then... we're off. it's a strange strange feeling to be leaving, i gotta say. exciting, but sad.
9.8.06
smooth sailing from here on out (i hope!)
7.8.06
scary night ~ happy morning
4.8.06
i love fridays...
our big plans for the weekend? more staying home with the occasional movie and some more half-packing... but i'm also looking forward to reading a book i'm half-way through... :)
here's hoping we have some visa news next week!
2.8.06
back to routine?
1.8.06
getting nowhere slowly?
getting this "news" yesterday afternoon left me in a little bit of a funk and once again very frustrated.. but then, patrik and i went to say some prayers, and it was soo good. a total shift in focus... we get to stay here serving for at least two more weeks, at a time when both our departments really need us to be around... and that's why we came here in the first place, to serve, and were initially wanting to stay for much longer, so now that we've been given a couple more weeks to do what we came to do, we should look at it as a good thing, not as a frustrating one... and the rockets... well, they've become part of our routine... yesterday there were no airraid sirens at all, and to tell you the truth, i think it freaked me out more than having the sirens go off all day... will i ever get used to peace and quiet again? ;)
so, at least two more weeks in the holy land, maybe three... and by late next week we'll know something... we hope!
30.7.06
life in limbo
it's interesting to be somewhere that you know you're leaving soon but you just don't know when... our flat is kind of chaotic at the moment, with a lot of half-packing going on... we managed to pack two suitcases of clothes and random things we know we will not be needing any time soon, as well as a box of books to ship to wherever it is we end up. these are sitting, quite plumply, in our living room... we've also tried to get everything that was hiding in drawers and closets out in the open so that we know exactly how much stuff we need to pack or give away or sell or toss out the window... but that of course has led only to a huge mess on our dining room table (our only table, i should add...) that stares at us and which by now we have lost all desire to do anything about... funny how having all the time in the world just breeds laziness... also, we've made arrangements to sell some of our stuff, like the large assortment of jungley plants that i've collected since coming here, and our tv/vcr... but are feeling a little reluctant to actually deliver the goods to the buyers since we could still be here for several more weeks, and it's no fun to live in a plant-less, entertainment-less flat, especially when you have to stay inside all the time cuz they're rockets falling out of the sky...
...BUT...
it's also satisfying to do something, anything at all, that seems to be pushing us forward on our plans to head home... right now all visa paperwork is entirely out of our hands, and there isn't even any fancy string-pulling we can do to rush it... so slowly packing our things with the hope that we will soon be getting on a plane is our one satisfying task! :)
so tonight, back to half-packing our stuff... hopefully without the background music of airraid sirens :)
28.7.06
weekend update
won't be doing much, so if you want to call and chat... hint. hint. ;)
27.7.06
quiet day...
26.7.06
all is well
so here's another post to let everyone who checks in to see that we're okay-- we're okay :)
somehow the airraid sirens have become a "normal" part of our day? how weird is that? even weirder is how i'm more worried about patrik's visa not being ready yet than i am about being hit by rockets... !
tomorrow was supposed to be our last day of work, but since we still have no idea when patrik's visa will be ready, we're just going to keep on coming in to work til we hear something... i wish we had a date, even a tentative one, for our departure. (tee hee... patrik's department threw him a farewell gettogether this afternoon anyway... watch us not leave for another month!)
it seems we just have to be patient, as the one document we need for the visa is completely out of our hands... let's just hope it doesn't get "misplaced" by the embassy a third time!!! so here's to learning patience... and to finding tranquility even among rockets dropping from the sky...
19.7.06
no, really, we're fine
17.7.06
13.7.06
paz.... paciencia...
12.7.06
adventures in visa-seeking, part 3
i must admit, i'm finding a little less humor and a lot more frustration in this latest trip to tel aviv for patrik's visa... but i have vented to anyone who will listen, had a relaxing neck rub, done some deep breathing exercises, and begun to take (some) proactive measures to remedy it all, so i'm feeling a little better...
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our appointment was early tuesday morning, and so to avoid the stress of having to catch a train at 5:30 in the morning from haifa, we went the night before and stayed at a hotel near the embassy. luckily the embassy is in a really nice part of town, very posh, on the beach, so our hotel was fancyschmancy... we had a view of the ocean adn very comfy bed and a very snazzy flat screen tv (oolala). we ate at a cute asian restaurant that night, and then slept ridiculously well until the next morning, at which point we collected all our stuff, checked out, and wrapped what we could from the free breakfast (bagels and cream cheese) up to eat later... got in a taxi and then arrived at the embassy adn stood in a few lines for about half an hour (yes, there are already lines at the us embassy at 7 in the monrning), and then finally got inside where we could sit andwait for our appointment...
10.7.06
7.7.06
a second chance
6.7.06
5.7.06
i'm loving this whole pilgrimage thing...
first i got to see gilberto, faranak and sofia, then the stern-sapads (and somehow MISSED seeing basilisa! how is that possible?!) and now ana and andrew! pilgrimage is great for seeing old friends :) kati is in albuquerque, so i'll have to wait to see her some other time, but tonight patrik and i are heading out to dinner with ana & andrew, which should be much fun :)
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p.s. these photos are about a year and a half old, and very close-up, thanks to chris zimes' kidnapping of my camera at my farewell-to-turkeyville party... by the way, congratulations to chris and mona on their wedding this weekend! yipee!!!!!
3.7.06
28.6.06
farewell dinner de antemano
26.6.06
much more focused today
was a bit disoriented this morning after a very vivid dream of having to drive a huge red bus with my mother and two people here from the world centre in the front seat with me, but no other passengers... in my dream i had forgotten how to drive, and the bus was going so fast and i just had to try and steer, but then we came to a toll booth and i somehow had to remember how to brake... deardeardear. stayed sleepy and disoriented til lunchtime, but after lunch got a bunch of energy and finally managed to get some work done. (yay for me!)
25.6.06
...highly distracted...
did manage to eat a bowlful of yummy cherries, though. :) quite a (satisfying!) accomplishment!
yum.
22.6.06
gana ghana (i hope!)
20.6.06
visavis(a)
19.6.06
missing the grrrs...
15.6.06
randomness yet again :)
here are some random shots from the last few... days?
(mostly in chronological order... teehee!)
three generations
when mamita and mormor were here for the wedding, mormor was so proud to say to everyone we met "look! three generations!"... and funnily enough, we weren't the only ones :D my sweet office-mate sherri also had her mom and grandma visiting, so we took a three generations shot at the bahji visitor's centre on the 1st day of ridvan ~*~
9th day of Ridvan
with carole and matthew just a few days before na'im was born... going to see them tonight after staying away for more than a week cuz of a nasty cold that had me home sick forever...
marriage class
patrik and i are in a weekly class with other young newly-weds that discusses marriage from a baha'i perspective... we went out to dinner one night with all of them... here's arjang (persian from australia) and tazien (persian from india) sitting across from eachother, francis (philippines) and nica (persian from canada) on the left followed by shadman (persian from australia) and radostina (bulgaria)... on the right are us and leila (persian/new zealander) and shaun (u.s.)... great fun :D
el equipo eleanor
sherri, joanna and i all assist the same secretary-aide... when we're not laughing and joking around... jejeje... missing from the photos is bita, who's here for a few months to help out while replacements for sherri and me are found... these were taken at the declaration of the Bab celebration, my last holy day here in haifa (*sigh*)
also that night, managed to get a shot with yas, and shastri, quien se colo a la foto to add some ethnic flair... jejeje
faranak, gilberto and sofia were just here on pilgrimage, which was so much fun (i mean, spiritual...) and coming soon are the stern-sapads from albuquerque and then andrew and anamargarita!!! more fun to be had! hopefully faranak will post some photos on her blog (she took lots, i took none, as usual!) we did lots of stuff... zoo, beach, movies... like i said, a very spiritual time :)
28.5.06
23.5.06
congratulations!!
14.5.06
10.5.06
introducing...
8.5.06
oh yeah, the bachelorette party!
and so, since there is now someone to admire things like favorite rocketship underpants (or otherwise lovely underthings!), my friends threw me a bachelorette party the week before the wedding... :D
the very pink bachelorette throne :)
negar, jamak and yas...
sahba, parwane, stephanie...
joanna, carolina, emem
johanna, sherri, julie...
7.5.06
c'est fini!
they say bumping heads is a sign of true love... arjang and tazien both reaching for rose petals that fell out of the prayer book :) married a few months ago!
the happy smiling faces of relieved ruhi-ers, ready to teach (or not, i guess, since we're in israel!), already planning what they will do with their now free wednesday nights! :D
and a cute pic of patrik, for good measure :)